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Wednesday, 6 November 2013

I GOT BRACES MADAFAKAS

Hi peasants. I got motherfuckin braces :p hahaha k. Got em on the 25th of October. For those of you's getting braces, they will only hurt like hell on the first week. And it hurts when you have to get spacers. And getting molar bands after a week of wearing spacers cause they might stab your tongue. Mine's been stabbing my tongue since right after I got molar bands. And I can't eat right. -sigh- but oh well.. 


Anyway, I got mine in blue :) they didn't have a lot of color choice for me.. They didn't have lavender or lilac cause this purple color was neon-like light purple. :L eeee..


I'll keep you guys updated bout my braces in about a month? Cause my next ortho appointment is next month. Idk if I'm getting em tightened or not.. But I'mma change the color to turquoise (if they even have that color) xD k bye

Saturday, 3 August 2013

I need a break

Or a vacation. To Italy. With Hakim. Yea, that sounds nice.

I need a fucking vacation from all this family madness, you know why? Because sometimes I don't even feel like a family member in 'my family' if all they do is do stuffs without me. And when we go shopping 'together', I will be that one 'family member' who's left behind. And I don't want that. Daniel gets everything and I mean everything. An iPhone, but he broke it and now he gets an iPhone 5. A Nikon 5100 but he lost it, and now he is getting a Nikon D90. He got an Alienware as his birthday present. And dad? Dad gets a freaking S4 simply because "oh you know what I like the S3 I think it's cool but S4 is out so let me just say that I like it and mum will gift me that phone". And what do I get? I get pressure. Why? PMR is just around the corner, my friends always argue, my parents always shout at me, my brother likes to make me mad and I get asked questions I don't know how to answer to from strangers or people. I don't even know if 'my family' cares about what I feel. They make me upset by thinking I've made them upset by making me upset. That's sad-ception right there. All they put me through is depression and loneliness. I don't get the love I deserve from a family and now, I really feel like dying. So thanks a lot, guys.

Friday, 19 July 2013

PMR

5 more days till the trial. O' snap!! I am scared shitless right now. And guess what's the first subject? MATHS. It was originally KHB but nooo, they just had to change it. And now you're probably thinking "jeez 5 days till trial and you're here updating your blog" lol ikr but just had to. The trial is from 25.7.2013 till 02.8.2013 by the way.

I've studied Science, geography, BM and English but.. Not history and maths. I'm terrible in those two subjects<< I can't seem to pass history because..I never really know why. It's like, 1 mark and I'd pass but no. By the way, it's 50 to pass. Fucked up right. And don't get me started with maths.

PMR is just around the corner and I haven't been paying full attention in class. Like, I still sometimes bring my phone to school. But I don't tap on it during class session, only when there's no teacher in class teaching. I barely do any homework on the weekends because I'm usually not at home so I just do them last minute at school or even late at night if I'm home.

Science, BM, English, maths, KHB, agama, geography and history..
8 dreadful subjects. Err, crap. And I'm only decent in 5. LOL. Need to pick up the pace or else I'll fail in any subject. Because the grading system is not the same anymore and it's hard to pass since you need 50 marks. Ugh. Well, anyway, I gotta go. Ciao peasants

Thursday, 6 June 2013

Braces?

Hey guys :) 


I'm thinking of getting braces. I have these two canine teeth that are totally visible. The one to my right is visible if you see me half-smiling, and the one on my left is more visible when you see me just plain smiling like the dork I am. The one on my left is like a bit to the back of my set of teeth while the one on my right is..just..there.


At first I thought, it's cute to have canines because (I really do have weird taste in people, such as people with bushy eyebrows and people with canine teeth, etc.) it's not like any other. I mean, they're actually really cute, for example when I talk to Hakim, (he has canines and they are the cutest) when he's silent I look at his lips, because they're like.. Do you know when people with canines don't speak, they have this two tiny bit of lips (depending on how many canines they have?) slightly lower than normal? Forget it, whatever, I'm crap at explaining things but it's adorable okay. And the fact that their lips are slightly thicker than ours (people without canine teeth) is just so unbelievably cute. 


But then I see people with perfect teeth and people wearing braces.. Ugh. "Why wasn't I born with perfect teeth?" Anyways, I've asked for my baby boo, Khai's opinion if I'd ever wear braces, she said she wants them too so we're both fangirling about getting braces. We've talked about what color, and I think either pink, sky blue or soft purple suits me. Yay or nay?


I've talked to Hakim about this too, and he told me he might (also) need to wear braces. But my baby's teeth is so perfect to me, I adore it so much I can't stand when he smiles at me oh my god why am I fangirling about my boyfriend's teeth. He told me pink suits me. Everyone's been telling me that. Okay.. Isn't pink too girly for a person like me..? Anyway, he said that if we both got braces, we would be "The Braces Duo .. Mr BunnyWabbit and his partner Mrs AwkwardTurtle ^_^" awww told ya he's the cutest. So anyways, is pink okay for me?


I was thinking of pink+blue? Or soft pink+lilac/lavender.. I don't know, but I like pastel colors and blue is my favourite color. Sky blue with fuchsia maybe? I feel like a faggot asking you guys for opinions but hey opinions really do matter. My mum told me pink suits me while my cousin Farah told me pink+ any other pastel color. Lilac or blue? 


Seriously wondering why my teeth are actually to the down-right of my face structure. It's fucking annoying as hell I tell you. Seriously, can't stand the direction of where my teeth is 'growing'. My left side is to the down-right of my face, what the hell. Oh and btw, I was involved in an accident when I was 12, in which I had accidentally broke my right front tooth in half, so I had to do a crowning for it which costed like a grand, idk because it was a specialist. And it didn't hurt at all, except for when the accident occurred and I was bleeding like hell out of my mouth and crap, I forgot what it's called but the sensitive part was exposed, so yeah it was agonizing.



This may sound weird, but I actually love going to the dentist. I think I had my first dental appointment when I was 6. Since then, I enjoyed going on trips to the dentist every 5 months for dental check-ups. And this may also sound weird but I don't have cavities. I polish my teeth (that's so original, Shaza) almost every 3 months because I don't think I floss right. I'm such a retarded kid. Will keep you guys updated about this. Adios peasants 

Sunday, 26 May 2013

That special someone

Assalamualaikum


Guys, gile lame siaa tak update blog, xD hahaha. Lupe password :3 Okay anyway, thank you sebab still follow blog ni, walaupun dah berhabuk gila nak mampos. Just wanted to say that now, ever since my post "life as you know it." I've met that special someone.. And his name is Hakim. I don't have a lot of pictures of us together, because we're not in the same session.. He's 14, I'm 15, and we can meet when my school session is over and when his is about to start, in the PA's room. But yea like his sister told me, "you two are adorable and also look happy together" yes, his sister approves.

he, is the sweetest
he, is the funniest
he, is the most caring
he, has a kind heart
he, is the best
has a cute laugh
has a lovely voice
has beautiful eyes
has perfect eyebrows
has perfect teeth 
his hair, his eyes, his height, his appearance, his personality
everything about him makes me fall in love, over and over again.
as if it's the first time I saw him. 
This photo was taken on 22.5.2013,
and dear Hakim,


If waking up to your smile could be my every morning,
If opening my eyes meant meeting yours,
That'd be enough to make my heart go soaring,
On an overhead airplane, 
Everyday for forever and more. :)